Sunday, November 8, 2009

Have you had a nice day ?

The title line once said can prove to be very tricky.. having said we can never undo it...its true for all spoken words . To him the query," Have you had a nice day", sounded like I was expressing some inner feeling I had nurtured in my heart all these years, since I first met him. He jumped to his conclusion with out any conformation from me , he straight away told me he always had a a soft corner for me...I appeared tobe unaffected , unmoved and uninterested. But in fact since then my heart is racing , I am finding it hard to contain my emotional escalations ...I am confused at this juncture. When an senior advocate had said Love is in the air in Vizag I made a joke of it . Now ...well ...... no comment ..I am yet to say my thing ....to ...Him... . I will think about Love at this late date in my life. It seems to be taking me in, engulfing me.....ME ??????

Attraction - Limitless, Time less , Senseless.

Can I have ever have been in love ? No not me . I have always been in love with myself , too preoccupied to think of anyone . But yes, its true I have someone tagging behind me , at this age he says he likes me , he says my presence gives him pleasure. What!!! ... yes , he said, pleasure ....I am surprised how without my knowledge I have effected him in this manner. At my age love is just another joke- a laughing matter , I have always laughed it off . Even when my daughter said, she was in Love and wanted to marry I could only give her legal advise and arrange for registration of her marriage. To me security is important. Now look at me with an irrational beau who with all his desire is longing for me. And I? I feel like having fun at his cost. There is a smile on my lips and a song in my heart. No ...no...no.... it can` be meeeeee!!!! The mood is catching up with me ........ run ,run ,runnnnnnn---- Love has taken a long time to find me....I should not fall into its trap.... Help ...Save..... Guide ...Anyone.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

One Day at a Time.

I have had the advantage of having a very loving childhood,in fact my parents adored me to such an extent that I never felt the need to care for any other kind of affection.There were boys and girls and their love stories then but I just considered it all just an interest of other people but for me I wanted nothing more than what I already had.You could call it contentment.But contentment also means no progress , however with my type of contentment I have never ever felt deficient in any aspect .I have witnessed many pitfalls and rejections but have always surfaced stronger than before.I have grown in my strength because of my belief in providence.It gives me an assurance that nothing will happen to me which I won't be able to handle.This is my mantra of well being.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Frame of Mind

Mind is the best of Gods creative ventures.People take mind for granted as they do ,the other things created by Him.But this is their irreparable error.The entire life of a person is spent doing the things he likes best with little or no regard to his mind.True to its creators ways the mind follows His order of being faithful to its possesor.Mind silently observes all the actions and inactions which the body does .When it has had enough it conveys its disapproval in a very harshly,then the person realises his folly and repents by then it is too late. I shall write again later.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Bewitchingly Beautiful

This Earth we live on-this air we breath,the hills, mountains ,valleys and water bodies ,aren't they all bewitchingly beautiful?

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Imagination helps to cheer us.

life is a wonderful experience as long as things go by our plans,but when they don't ,should we stop all action and mourn?