Sunday, November 8, 2009

Have you had a nice day ?

The title line once said can prove to be very tricky.. having said we can never undo it...its true for all spoken words . To him the query," Have you had a nice day", sounded like I was expressing some inner feeling I had nurtured in my heart all these years, since I first met him. He jumped to his conclusion with out any conformation from me , he straight away told me he always had a a soft corner for me...I appeared tobe unaffected , unmoved and uninterested. But in fact since then my heart is racing , I am finding it hard to contain my emotional escalations ...I am confused at this juncture. When an senior advocate had said Love is in the air in Vizag I made a joke of it . Now ...well ...... no comment ..I am yet to say my thing ....to ...Him... . I will think about Love at this late date in my life. It seems to be taking me in, engulfing me.....ME ??????

Attraction - Limitless, Time less , Senseless.

Can I have ever have been in love ? No not me . I have always been in love with myself , too preoccupied to think of anyone . But yes, its true I have someone tagging behind me , at this age he says he likes me , he says my presence gives him pleasure. What!!! ... yes , he said, pleasure ....I am surprised how without my knowledge I have effected him in this manner. At my age love is just another joke- a laughing matter , I have always laughed it off . Even when my daughter said, she was in Love and wanted to marry I could only give her legal advise and arrange for registration of her marriage. To me security is important. Now look at me with an irrational beau who with all his desire is longing for me. And I? I feel like having fun at his cost. There is a smile on my lips and a song in my heart. No ...no...no.... it can` be meeeeee!!!! The mood is catching up with me ........ run ,run ,runnnnnnn---- Love has taken a long time to find me....I should not fall into its trap.... Help ...Save..... Guide ...Anyone.